fucccckkk
i have this sinking feeling. my life kinda went from uber positive to tears prickling in my eyes within a few hours.
im trying to cheer up by listening to nevershoutnever! but i think that's just making it worse. why is it that when everything seeems to be going fine something fucks up and im left feeling mediocre once again?
fucking hell.
fuck life.
fuck friends.
fuck boys.
fuck every fucking thing.
17.4.09
Belief and turmoil.
I had a major breakthrough in my life recently. Mostly at EC09. Mostly about my relationship with God. But there is a wee bit more.
At eastercamp i threw my hands up in worship for the first time in my life, and i have never felt so empowered and embodied by the Holy Spirit. Most people don't actually care about what will be written here, so i suggest if you don't care for my faith that you stop reading. I won't hold it against you. This is mostly to help me remember.
Ever since EC i have felt so at peace, nothing is really bothering me (except on thing, but that's a story for later). And i have decided i want to make a difference in this world. Starting with the Invisible Children rally on the 25th of April. http://therescue.invisiblechildren.com/en/ definately check out with that's all about, it's so of the most disturbing and saddening stuff i've ever seen. And i wanna change these kids lives if i can. No harm in trying.
I'm hoping to become more involved in my church. And my faith. I've made some awesome new friends so far and i hope i can make more.
Man, does this seem insanely positive for me or what?
Weirrrdddd.
well that's all for now folks.
ciao.
p.s. listen to Brooke Fraser, she's AMAZING
At eastercamp i threw my hands up in worship for the first time in my life, and i have never felt so empowered and embodied by the Holy Spirit. Most people don't actually care about what will be written here, so i suggest if you don't care for my faith that you stop reading. I won't hold it against you. This is mostly to help me remember.
Ever since EC i have felt so at peace, nothing is really bothering me (except on thing, but that's a story for later). And i have decided i want to make a difference in this world. Starting with the Invisible Children rally on the 25th of April. http://therescue.invisiblechildren.com/en/ definately check out with that's all about, it's so of the most disturbing and saddening stuff i've ever seen. And i wanna change these kids lives if i can. No harm in trying.
I'm hoping to become more involved in my church. And my faith. I've made some awesome new friends so far and i hope i can make more.
Man, does this seem insanely positive for me or what?
Weirrrdddd.
well that's all for now folks.
ciao.
p.s. listen to Brooke Fraser, she's AMAZING
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