I have a vagina, therefore this is allowed.

I just saw episode four of Skins season 3. And now i feel like having a whinge about life, by life i mean boys and being lonely. you know.... life.
skins made me feel oh so very lonely. somehow. i don't really get it myself. so im sitting here feeling like an old spinster, which is fucked i mean c'mon im sixteen. i have this little list of things i'd like a boy to be like. evidently said boy doesn't appear to exist. maybe i'm looking too hard. or not hard enough.
i'm listening to save by the rocket summer and im pretty sure it's not helping my mood any. but it's such a good song.
fml, man.
"i dont get it, im not asking for much. but everybody just wants something."
too true.
i just wish my "crush" would uncomplicate itself. fat chance considering it's a time matter.

i feel like breaking the fuck down, man. not kosher.

Long time no see.

My life just goes in circles....
I like this fellow, unfortunately it's complicated.
Sound familiar? it's like the fucking story of my life.
i wish it wasn't the story of my life. i wish the story of my life was more like this:
im a simple person with simple needs and wants which are easily obtained.
but you know, that would be wayyyy too easy. and life is hard.
fucking life.
im so angry at the world for presenting me with another boy who i will not get b'cos i am just not that kind of person it seems. i don't get the boy. i'm not the heroine of the story. i am the sidekick how doesn't get a love interest. fml.
oh well. life goes on. i guess ONE day i'll find me some love. til then i'll continue to moan about the lack there of. hmmm....