19.10.11

I was looking for my CV on my parents computer today and i stumbled across this loooovelyyy little piece of conversational torture.

B - Am at a wedding and not only pressure of who is getting married next but now playing dancing queen on the music don’t think so at all.

M - Oh dear – poor you! Whose wedding?

B - One of Juanita friends low key but pressure felt indeed has 6 close friends and now pressure on not me tho not even close.

M - That bad huh? See why we would want to get married again anyway. Hope better song is on now! X

B - Yeah abba a bitch as you know don’t have a desire to marry again had love of my life don’t need it in marriage again especially with Fucked up Cunt as Rachel why should I give her anything more eh.

J - This is Juanita now I know exactly where I stand I guess.

B - Now Juanita read my message and pissed off oh well

M - I know – check your sent messages, she just texted me! Oh well indeed…Xx

J - Its me again I feel like you two are totally against me I feel so hurt right now maree. I think this is the end of it all.

M - Nothing could be further from the truth! I and em (who knows u better) think you are the loveliest person! B just finds rachels total lack of respect for him incredibly difficult, which I know places u in a horrible position, I really hope u and b can work things out xx

J - Too late I think. As his sister you may not realise he is not without blame. Anyway I wish you well may you both find happiness, Rachel and I will move on to our next victim.




I being Rachel.
J being my loving, kind and all too easily forgiving mother.
B being my absolute WANKER of a stepthing.
and M being his one-side-of-the-story-my-brother-can-do-no-wrong sister.

i am livid. i want to hit him. he is so cruel to my mother on account of me "not respecting him", whereas he does not respect me. therefore i do not see how he expects me to blindly respect him. he is the most horrid of beings. and i may be bias, but i know that even without that, he is cruel and unkind. i hope he falls into a pit of fire.

that is all.