That boy. This Girl.

Long story short, i liked some guy. he SEEMINGLY liked me back. seems not. but you see i don't care, welli dooo, but i've decided that if he doesn't like my friends, and doesn't like me.... then he can go get fucked. why? well the liking me thing is obvious, but the liking my friends thing, my friend's are my life. like actuals. they'll ALWAYS be there, whereas some scummy boy who ignores me won't me, obviously. Suuureeee, he was lovely and gave me MAJOR butterflies, told me he wanted to fall in love with me and made me contiuosly smile for about 3 days, but that's all in the (recent) past now. Im over this finding me a nice boy thing, it's farrr tooo hard. I think ill just be a sad old spinster for the rest of my life. Oh fuck, i think im losing my faith in humanity.... =/