blllaaahhhh rant

Rant.

Too many people have said to me that they miss the old days and wish everything was like it was back then. I don’t think they quite realise that they’re the reason things have changed. I mean, people change constantly and if you look back to then you’ll probably realise how completely different you were, you look different, think differently, do different things for fun. You have different friends, different tastes in music and different music genre inspired hairstyles. People say things were simpler back then and that’s because we didn’t have the superior knowledge of the world, of life and all it’s downfalls. Back then we thought that having a crush on someone who didn’t notice us was terrible, but now things are so much more complex. Don’t get me wrong though, the unnoticed crush problem is still quite “crushing”. Ha. Anyway. Back to superior knowledge, people grow up to realise that people aren’t just people, they’re quite complex little things with opinions and thoughts and bad habits and hearts to break. There are people who grow up to use this knowledge to break the hearts and highlight the bad habits and generally make people feel bad. Then there’s the people who treasure the opinions and think out the thoughts with others, and try as best they can to mend a broken heart or help to fix a bad habit if the person feels it needs fixing. Those people don’t judge or pressure, they just do what they can. Then there’s your average selfish person, though in saying selfish I don’t essentially mean it in a bad way, sure it can be annoying but look inside yourself (which definitely won’t be hard for your own selfish nature) and you will surely find your own little model of yourself constantly chanting me me me me me me and preening in a mirror while little models of everyone else die around them. This may all seem negative to you and I don’t want to give you the impression that your average Joe Blog person is all about themselves, because they aren’t they have major moments of helping others, but mostly when they obviously need help, they don’t seek out the problems to help with. They’ll comfort a friend who has encountered a heart-breaker, or rejoice with a friend who has found a heart-mender, but they won’t overly exert themselves to become one of the two. They’ll just sit back and watch the show of life happen around them and on occasion they will join in, share their input and then back off again. And it’s so sad to see that. People have amazing abilities to be whomever they wish to be, but very little of the population really truly get that. I am forever seeing talents wasted and opinions hidden. Even less of the population realise people actually care and want to help them, they take their worldly problems and tuck them inside little bottles then store them on the thin line in between their conscious and subconscious minds. Then the bottles gather and we run out of room, so we start reusing bottles and the bottles get full. Then when no one is watching (God forbid anyone see us when we’re showing weakness or emotion, for fear of being called the latest in derogatory slander derived from the music industry) we break the fuck down, and not in the sense of shoving on some BMTH and flailing about like retards, no, in the sense of tears and homicidal, or even suicidal, thoughts. And do people help them if they so decide they suddenly want help? No way! That involves actually getting to know them, showing empathy and taking some of their pain unto yourself and our generation really sucks at that. I mean, gosh like who like totally wants to like feel like those like fucking emos, cos like they’re all sad and like depressed and like stuff, yeahhhh. And society doesn’t like sensitivity. No it does not.